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+doing some interesting research
+doing the research with a really cute guy
+everyone here is so easy to talk to, im having such an amazing time
-i miss my home. ive been gone for over a month.
-i miss my friends so much
-i wont get my hands on the summer reading quickly enough to read it. dammit.
+only 21 more days when i come home
+bacteria smells so bad its actually funny
+my dorm is all the way at the top of the hill and my lab all the way at the bottom (ya exercice)
-no AC in the rooms, holy shit.
-I WANT TO EAT NON KOSHER FOOD DAMMIT (pepperoni pizzas around the world, be scared of my return!)


so ya i could go on forever but i wont

how can one feeling bring so much happiness and so much pain?
what about it can motivate me to endure it all?
but mostly, why is time going so slowly?